a note from a sister to her brother

I may not say I love you everyday or not always there when you need me..
I may not always called to say "hi,how's ur day" or texted you..and I know I won't be able to replace mom but trust me I try so hard to be a good sister..

Dear brother,do you know that we've wait for you for 8 years..and when you were born I learn to be a good sister,someone you can rely on..
so many years we've been through,happy and sad time..so many time you are really irritating me..so do I I guess??
when mom passed away,we feel lost rite?but we still have each other..I know you still need her and we both lost moment when we still need her..but God has his own reason..and I believe its a good thing for us..

Do you know that I'm really grateful to have you as my brother..when I did silly things,its really really good to see you laugh,or when you need a hug I try my best not to cry while I hug you..when I get cranky or sad you listen to my story..
we are a package so I will always need you..

And now I'm watching you sleeping,its funny how time flies so fast,how life has treated you..you never complained..your optimism and willing to move on..you finish your high school,you get what you want in academic and your friends and teacher gave you "The Inspiring Student"award..well you are really inspiring..

I'm proud of you bro,so proud to be your sister and I know mom too..eventhough she's no longer here but I know she will..you're my best friend and my brother..forgive me if I never make you proud,or maybe kinda forget you and even acting like a bitch mad at you..well I'm just playing my role as a big sister..and its not easy..but I love you so much and won't let anyone or anything standing your way..I'm still learning to be a sister..never give up!!!thousand kisses and huge hug for you..(Sorry if I cry a lot ;p)