Too Fast to Live,Too Young to Die

Well its been a while since i wrote my last one..many things change..so i guess i'll try to write it down then..

I've lost someone few weeks ago..my dear friend, good friend of mine..he passed away cause he sick..3 weeks before he died he promise to call me cause i've never heard of him for 2 months...but i guess he won't call..

Mungkin itu pertanda kalau dia bakal ngucapin "goodbye" ke gw..cm gak nyangka kl hrs secepat ini aja.Okay,let me tell you about him...he's a nice person well though he always assumed that he is a bad person but i dont think he is..dia merubah pola pikir gw, walaupun kadang gw suka berdebat but i must admitted that he's right. DIa salah satu temen curhat gw..dia slalu bilang kl dia kadang capek hidup, capek sm perspektif org ttng dirinya. Tp dia slalu inget sm keluarganya utk tdk melakukan hal yg aneh2.

selama 6 bulan gw dkt sm dia,dia slalu cerita kl dia kangen banget sm anaknya (ada masalah intern antara dia dan bininya)..until on September he called me and said"i'm gonna meet my son again"and i'm so happy for you..but too bad you only had 2 months to see your son again.

Entah knp setelah dia gak ada, gw slalu dimimpiin dan melihat "tanda2" yg mengingatkan gw akan dia. DIdlm mimpi dia ky ngobrol sm gw tp gw gak dngr suara dr mulutnya. My friend said "mungkin blm saatnya lo dngr yg dia ucapin"...well i dont know..i just miss him somuch

I still cant believe he's gone..forever..kynya br kmrn gw chat ato tlp2an sm dia...i just wish i cud talk to him for the last time, i really want to hear his voice..

May you rest in peace Max Vigo Schulz..hope you find your happiness above..i always miss you,dear friend